Girl with a lot.

Saturday 4^th October 2008.

 

Sorry it’s late.

I had my friends round last night; people I’ve grown up with and slowly become dependant on.  A few years ago I didn’t know I’d be this close with them, but now I couldn’t imagine it any other way. 

I love the feeling that you can feel so comfortable with someone.  But what is it that deciphers whether you feel comfortable or not?  It can’t just be the fact I’ve known them for a long time, because there are a lot of people I’ve known for a long time, but I don’t feel comfortable around them.  I think it’s more likely to be the people themselves and the way they click with my personality. 

I’ve always got on with boys better than I do with girls.  Of course I have my times when I want to sit at home and have a girly night in, but the majority of the time I’d rather have the lads round too, purely because I have more fun when I’m with them too.

But talking about being friends with guys would imply I know how they think… I’m afraid not.  I can understand them when we’re friends… but as soon as I’m in a relationship or I like someone then all of that knowledge flies out the window and suddenly I don’t think rationally.  For that reason and that reason alone, guys annoy the hell out of me.  But if we knew everything about everyone then where would the fun be in that.

 

Personal:  don’t read these bulletins if they annoy you, but just because they annoy you doesn’t mean I’m going to stop.  I began writing them for me, and me only, but now I’ve found out a lot of other people enjoy them too.  So get over yourself and just ignore them if they annoy you that much.  But my guess is these don’t annoy you, it’s just your only current link to me that you can pick at.

 

A friend is a person who knows what you’re saying, even though you’re not talking.

Girl with a lot.

x.