Girl scared to risk it.

Saturday 25th October 2008.

Something's been playing on my mind a lot today. So much so that I can't even decipher a beginning or an end to my thoughts.
I feel like I want something too much. Something that's completely out of reach.
I've been looking through a clouded window for a while and telling myself it could happen. It's time I cleaned it all and looked at the real life rather than living in the hope inside my head.
But is doing that going against what I really believe in? I think we should be able to run a life on hopes and dreams. They may not come true but it's better to believe they might than just settle with being unhappy.
I still have no idea what to do though.

Be happy with what you've got... or take the risk for what you want?
Girl scared to risk it.
x.