Girl in the dog house.

Sunday 19th April 2009.

So I've officially deserted my blog for a few weeks, and I really have missed it. My laptop broke so while having it fixed I was thrown from the normal routine of writing before I went to bed.
Well, a lot's happened this Easter. A lot more than any of my previous Easters anyway. I think I've made one of the biggest mistakes of my life and put my friendships on the line for the sake of it.
We have to do things ourselves to understand and learn from them, but sometimes I honestly wish that wasn't the case. Why can't I just live by the morals I judge other people by? I don't know about everyone else but I know that I can be so hypocritical sometimes.
This holiday I've learnt a lot about myself and my friends. I've always been the one for living life for the moment and having as much fun as possible within every single moment. And I do still think that's hugely important, however the more I think about it the more I see the importance of long term things. Because they're who I'll want to share the fun times with.
Some risks just aren't worth taking and some mistakes aren't worth making.
Also, sometimes someone's worth changing it all for.

Girl in the dog house.
x.