Girl who knows too little.

Thursday 2nd April 2009.


I guess I havent written a blog for a while because it's something I do when I have something I need to talk about, get off my chest for a while... and lately everything's been fine and dandy for me so what have I got to moan about to everyone? Nothing I guess.

Although tonight I've just been thinking about a few things.

I'm one that goes with living to the full while you're young, because I know I'll regret anything I don't do now when I'm older. But does that apply to everything? Things that you'd never want your mom and dad to find out, but things that we all do anyway... These types of things never really stay in the 'unknown' category anyway, these are the things our parents always seem to find out first.

Nevertheless I'm thinking maybe having fun and living for the moment isn't always the best way.
By those standards don't you miss out on the other things that are just that little bit deeper? May I never reach those if I just skim across the top of everything?

Originally I said I'd never explain anything from here that I'd written, if you didn't understand it from me then you don't need to... I haven't entirely stuck to that all of the time, but that goes for this now.

I'm pubically announcing that You really hurt me. More than I could ever have apparently hurt you. And you couldn't have meant what you said in the slightest, otherwise you simply wouldn't have done it... or not done it as the case may be. This wasn't your second chance, or your third, or even your fourth for that matter, it was your last.

I know you're only defence would be, 'I thought we were just friends'...
Well friends shouldn't be treated like that, whatever the reason may be.


Girl who knows too little.

x.