Girl playing a ghost.

Wednesday 18th February 2009.

I've just been looking through my mom and dad's wedding album. It's sort of ghost like for me to look at a captured moment of everyone so happy with what was happening in that one snippet of time. Looking at the faces of people who have no idea how things are going to turn out.
Would they have done it differently if they knew? Or was the experience worth it?
Do you think two people that are so in love should get married just for that reason or shout it be something more than love? Is there anything more than love? Because everyone who gets married is supposedly 'in love' but why do so many of them end badly?
Are there cases when you can't help but love someone forever?
Should people have children so quickly into a relationship or marriage? What if it doesn't work out and you're then stuck with a child that, you may love, but every day it's just a constant reminder of something you didn't do right.
Looking at the wedding album I just want to jump in and scream at them to stop before it goes too far, before they ruin their lives and make a mistake. Maybe then they'd both have been happier?
Or maybe it would have just happened with other people.
Then that scares me, because what if I make a mistake that I have to live with every day? What if I already have?...

Girl playing a ghost.
x.