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Monday 26th January 2009.
There's someone in my mind that I want to be in everything that I ever do, but I never seem to quite live up to that person. Does everyone have a person within them that never quite breaks out? Or is it just another one of my strange notions?
Is it a constant dissapointment for us to always have something we can never quite reach, or is it asperational to have something to look up to and hope for?
I don't think it is just one of my notions though, I think everybody likes to think of themself turning into the amazing person they know they can be. The sad thing is a lot of us never actually grow into that person.
I hope I'm not sitting here in twenty, thirty years time still waiting to become that person.
Right now I'm determind to become the person I want to become so much. Surely that would be the greatest accomplishment in your life, to be someone you'd be proud to know.
Girl with asperation.
x.
Monday, 26 January 2009
Sunday, 25 January 2009
Girl still smiling.
Sunday 25th January 2009.
Do you think people know the effect they have on you?
The nervousness...
Do you think people do things with the intention of making you smile?
If they do. It works every time.
L for Love?
Girl still smiling.
x.
Do you think people know the effect they have on you?
The nervousness...
Do you think people do things with the intention of making you smile?
If they do. It works every time.
L for Love?
Girl still smiling.
x.
Friday, 23 January 2009
Girl near the edge.
Friday 23rd January 2009.
A perfect day, almost, but if it were complete then it wouldn't leave room for improvement; and that there's always room for.
I don't think I've stopped smiling all day to be honest. Although I know today has been a parallell day for other people.
Do you ever get the feeling that things are going a little too well. We spend so much of our time moaning about all the problems in our lives, then when they seem to disappear we suddenly become acutely alert for anything negative. Does that mean that happiness isn't actually all that good because it makes us too vulnerable... too close to the edge? People who are said to live life on the edge always glory about how wonderful it is. Happiness is very close to a dangerous edge so come to think of it... living life on the edge must be walking a line of happiness.
Surely the vulnerability is worth the happiness?
RIP Uncle Don
He makes me smile.
Girl near the edge.
x.
A perfect day, almost, but if it were complete then it wouldn't leave room for improvement; and that there's always room for.
I don't think I've stopped smiling all day to be honest. Although I know today has been a parallell day for other people.
Do you ever get the feeling that things are going a little too well. We spend so much of our time moaning about all the problems in our lives, then when they seem to disappear we suddenly become acutely alert for anything negative. Does that mean that happiness isn't actually all that good because it makes us too vulnerable... too close to the edge? People who are said to live life on the edge always glory about how wonderful it is. Happiness is very close to a dangerous edge so come to think of it... living life on the edge must be walking a line of happiness.
Surely the vulnerability is worth the happiness?
RIP Uncle Don
He makes me smile.
Girl near the edge.
x.
Wednesday, 21 January 2009
Girl priorortising.
Wednesday 21st January 2008.
Another day passes by.
I'm struggling to decipher my priorities, I really can't decide what's the most important thing. Should school work always come first at this point in life? Or should family come before everything at any time in life? Or should you always think about yourself first?
Personally I'd go with the school work, because you only get one chance at it. But the rejection to your family is pretty heartless, but what if it gets in the way of school work? In all honesty I think if i voiced these concerns I know they'd get shunted down because no one else notices them and I'm probably making more out of things than is there to begin with, however it does make me feel a little thoughtless sometimes.
And as important as you are to yourself, I think the key to being a good person is to always have at least one person who is more important to you than you are to yourself. I like having someone to put in that place, but sometimes I do just wonder whether everyone put other people before themself.
Girl priorortising.
x.
Another day passes by.
I'm struggling to decipher my priorities, I really can't decide what's the most important thing. Should school work always come first at this point in life? Or should family come before everything at any time in life? Or should you always think about yourself first?
Personally I'd go with the school work, because you only get one chance at it. But the rejection to your family is pretty heartless, but what if it gets in the way of school work? In all honesty I think if i voiced these concerns I know they'd get shunted down because no one else notices them and I'm probably making more out of things than is there to begin with, however it does make me feel a little thoughtless sometimes.
And as important as you are to yourself, I think the key to being a good person is to always have at least one person who is more important to you than you are to yourself. I like having someone to put in that place, but sometimes I do just wonder whether everyone put other people before themself.
Girl priorortising.
x.
Monday, 19 January 2009
Girl warming up.
Monday 19th January 2009.
What makes someone a cold hearted person? Is it them being selfish towards the feelings of others, or is it not actually acknowledging the feelings in the first place? I think there are situations where both apply to people who are cold hearted. Although a lot of the time people get wrongly accused of being cold hearted when in actual fact they're just playing someone at their own game.
Is someone cold hearted if they're chosing one person's happiness over another, or are they just decisive? I guess that would depend on which person you asked.
Often I think people get misjudged for being cold hearted when in actual fact they are very warm hearted people, you just need to get close enough to feel the heat.
Don't forget we only get what we give.
Girl warming up.
x.
What makes someone a cold hearted person? Is it them being selfish towards the feelings of others, or is it not actually acknowledging the feelings in the first place? I think there are situations where both apply to people who are cold hearted. Although a lot of the time people get wrongly accused of being cold hearted when in actual fact they're just playing someone at their own game.
Is someone cold hearted if they're chosing one person's happiness over another, or are they just decisive? I guess that would depend on which person you asked.
Often I think people get misjudged for being cold hearted when in actual fact they are very warm hearted people, you just need to get close enough to feel the heat.
Don't forget we only get what we give.
Girl warming up.
x.
Sunday, 18 January 2009
Girl REVISING.
17th & 18th January 2009.
I'm curious... do we conform to the latest fashion so that we fit in with people, or so we can try and stand out? Is it just a way of attracting the opposite sex, or is it a battle for status with your own sex?
Personally I love fashion, and one of my favourite things to do is to go shopping. I don't particularly look at it as anything of the above, merely a socialisng event that I enjoy. If I'm brutally honest I do use it as a way of trying to stand out and it has it's advantages of attracting the opposite sex... but both of those points are second grade motives.
I think fashion is as competitive and popular as it is for one main reason. It allows everyone to become anyone. It's an accepted form of playing 'dress up'. I love the fact that you can be a different person any day of the week, a walking piece of art.
Men moan about women spending all their money on clothes, but why is that such an issue? Shopping, fashion, accessoires; they're all just a different form of a hobby. Men have sports, wine, cars, films, video games...
Fashion is just another hobby, it doesn't hurt anyone, but can make everyone feel 100% better about themselves.
I know I'll have succeeded in life when I get my own walk-in-wardrobe.
Can you tell this weekend all I've done is go shopping and revise for psychology?
Girl REVISING
x.
I'm curious... do we conform to the latest fashion so that we fit in with people, or so we can try and stand out? Is it just a way of attracting the opposite sex, or is it a battle for status with your own sex?
Personally I love fashion, and one of my favourite things to do is to go shopping. I don't particularly look at it as anything of the above, merely a socialisng event that I enjoy. If I'm brutally honest I do use it as a way of trying to stand out and it has it's advantages of attracting the opposite sex... but both of those points are second grade motives.
I think fashion is as competitive and popular as it is for one main reason. It allows everyone to become anyone. It's an accepted form of playing 'dress up'. I love the fact that you can be a different person any day of the week, a walking piece of art.
Men moan about women spending all their money on clothes, but why is that such an issue? Shopping, fashion, accessoires; they're all just a different form of a hobby. Men have sports, wine, cars, films, video games...
Fashion is just another hobby, it doesn't hurt anyone, but can make everyone feel 100% better about themselves.
I know I'll have succeeded in life when I get my own walk-in-wardrobe.
Can you tell this weekend all I've done is go shopping and revise for psychology?
Girl REVISING
x.
Friday, 16 January 2009
Girl with chapped lips.
Friday 16th January 2009.
It's been four months since I started doing my blogs. That's one third of the time I intend to do one per day. I'm still not entirely sure why I'm doing it, because the main outcome from it seems to be snide comments from people at school about me not doing my homework because I've been doing this instead. Oh well, I've said I'm doing it so I intend to see it though.
Right now I feel fairly damn tired, it always surprises me just how tiring an evening of lying in front of the telly and in bed can be.
Right now it's raining. I do tire of the rain something rotten a lot of the time but then there's the odd occasion you can hear it drumming against your window, when you're cosy and warm inside, and it's quite nice.
No doubt about it I do love the summer, but I think there's something nice about the winter. It gives you more of an excuse to stay cuddled up in the warmth and fill a day with nothing.
Also, people talk more in the winter - over a nice cup of tea. Summer can't even compare with winter when it comes to the tea.
Cuddle up with someone this winter.
Girl with chapped lips.
x.
It's been four months since I started doing my blogs. That's one third of the time I intend to do one per day. I'm still not entirely sure why I'm doing it, because the main outcome from it seems to be snide comments from people at school about me not doing my homework because I've been doing this instead. Oh well, I've said I'm doing it so I intend to see it though.
Right now I feel fairly damn tired, it always surprises me just how tiring an evening of lying in front of the telly and in bed can be.
Right now it's raining. I do tire of the rain something rotten a lot of the time but then there's the odd occasion you can hear it drumming against your window, when you're cosy and warm inside, and it's quite nice.
No doubt about it I do love the summer, but I think there's something nice about the winter. It gives you more of an excuse to stay cuddled up in the warmth and fill a day with nothing.
Also, people talk more in the winter - over a nice cup of tea. Summer can't even compare with winter when it comes to the tea.
Cuddle up with someone this winter.
Girl with chapped lips.
x.
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